christmas week~

it was a happening weekend

time was totally fulfilled with few celebration

first started with serene's birthday,

together with xinyi and siew hui, this year we made cupcakes for her birthday

( too much yam and blueberry with her for the past few years, so we try to make something different.)

hey girls, it was a definitely a success try because joozjin thought that we bought it ~

it was really fun working out with my two good friends with all the laughter and converse.

we made up our day with our first GREAT TRY.

i would say it was really adventurous to sneak into her house and try to hide everywhere else we could

before we managed to surprise her..

(it was so hard to get the right switch for the light !!)

the scream and smile from her totally made us feel it;s worth for the hardwork ~

followed by the christmas eve countdown ,

with no specific plan beforehand, i managed to meet up with friends from KL

and together we celebrated the night with mei tean and her colleagues.

it was another fun night =)

third celebration was my grandma's birthday

it is always one of the biggest family celebration every year, more like a family reunion

and i hope my "ah jia" ( we hakka way of calling of grandma)

stay healthy and be happy all the time

the night continued gather with mark ,ash ,jiunn and moo

wohoo~pity the polar bear who get bully all the time..

but what to do..it's too fun that we cant stop it~

thanks for the christmas present, it's so nice and i like it alot~ =)

here came another big celebration

serene's brother,Carter tied the knot with Iris on the 26th, made up a different boxing day for 2010.

it's the first time i saw a proposal video on a dinner..

they looking good and sweet together

congratz to the couple.. and happy marriage~

hmmm.so much for now~

to be continued .....=)

merry christmas everyone!!

virgin cupcakes!!

wohoo~

dear reader,

take a deep breath and be ready!!!

here comes the very first thing chris chin ever baked

my virgin cupcakes!

( lex said it sounds kinda wrong)

out of sudden, i thought of making cupcakes and got a really big help from my xinyi

she was on skype and teaching me how to make one~

thanks for the accompany!!!

i appreciate it a lot!

alright.. gonna update more on my next post

i am super tired for baking cake the whole night!!

it's time to rest!!

and happy DONG ZHI to everyone!!1

wish you have a great one this year

* if you are trying to show that you are not happy with it, i just wanted to say.i dont really care

because even i am, you dont even bother .. cant wait to get outta here*

i'll say

have you ever thought of how many years you could stay alive?

30 ,40 or 50 years more?

and when you ever dare to think about it

would you really feel satisfied?

just when i thought the recent suicidal case could have alerted the youngsters,

yet here came another boy who thinks that's cool and try to be one of them.

and the reasons is so ridiculous.

don't try to act pity before you know what's life is all about..

but if your intention is to get famous, you are actually killing your way out.

every single day, thousands of people begged for hours and minutes to live on..

and you think life just like a game to play?

though im not perfect,

I'm lucky enough to have a life right now ..

once in a while, im just like any other people

from small little matter to a big one..i love to complain..

because i know the matter is the one that keep everyone alive! =)

just a piece of white paper

don't mind how many dots you made..

because in the end

only the erased one is counted.=)

last but not least

the Cappucino(picture up there ) at BERLIN greentown worth a try! =)

mua november!

so that's the end of my November 2010

singapore trip was awesome!!

i would love those lollipop tree to be in my future house

and MR M&M to be my house guard.

because they are just so sweet~

so the end of my job too~

18 c tea,thanks for everything you gave it to me..

the laugh,the joke, and of course the family feeling =)

few months ago, people aside kept telling me how powerful time can be

it could heal and fade everything you want it to be.

they were probably right.. and yet i feel time pass faster than i expected.

for about less than a month

im gonna step into uni student..* im veryyy excited *

somehow UNI problem just troubling me..

i hate thinking about which uni is better.. what confirm a better future .

it;s like a question no one dare to answer for you .

even myself~

anywhere,im glad friends are all coming back hometown within this week..

and the best one is already in town~

=)

the rest im still waiting~

first day free from work

happy retirement to myself and wei jiunn...wohoo!

* i have a date....with my zi muissss"

GOOD LUCK TO ALL MY FORM 6 friends for the chemistry paper today

especially, bear bear, xinyi and spidey..

<3

gathering

when christmas is coming soon

it's time for gathering too~

sisters are back in ipoh!

especially you..SERENE TEHHHHHHH~~

im really happy to see you again .."awaited soo long"

we used to see each other every single day last time

and now ..even a single hour meeting up meant alot to me~

you are still the same one i knew more than 10 years ago..

we grew up and realized people do change by time to time..

and we are lucky enough that distance never bring us apart

yet..it bring us closer by sharing each other life story

to my dear form 6 friends~~

wish you all good luck for the coming exam

and we shall meet up very soon~

*off to singapore in few hours *

happy weekend

the ice cream

caryn.chris

it was a great weekend back in subang

was there to check out the room im gonna stay in next year

cant wait to be a uni student but im worried to face the load of work like some of my friends were suffering now

the greatest part was i managed to meet up with caryn ,alan and her family.

thanks for the souvenirs from your trip..

i think you are trying to make a collection of monkey in my room now

it made me miss you more dear!!!

and I LOVE IT!!!

finally we went shopping,dinner,yum cha all together!!!

i miss this seriously!!

and i miss you more!! =)

and im really sorry that i couldnt meet up with jiunn,mark and moo..

double daaz,,,,im sure to make it up for you guys again

i miss you all alottttsss..~

=)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY to ALAN HO...~

WELCOME BACK SERENE TEH, cant wait to have pillow talk with you ~

i have a tons of secrets to share with you!it;s too heavy that i need to pass it all to you ~

friday

life seem pretty dull recently

though lots of plan came through my mind .

was wondering why everyone discussed about the movie

"eat pray love"

so i got myself one piece of it

it's my holiday today so finally i got to watch it through

it's a very inspiring movie ..

oh .elizabeth..i really hope i could travel for a year like you

to find the inner self like you did ~if i have not been..

im not sure by when or how i could able to find myself

most of the people just go on the way it;s been arranged or "it should be"

like me~

an off day is good

i think a an off year gonna be super great =D

it's been almost half a year i've spending my time out of study

doubts if i could really starts study again...

i found it hard to finish a novel though..

so good luck to the future me~

"I have a history of making decisions very quickly about men. I have always fallen in love fast and without measuring risks. I have a tendency not only to see the best in everyone, but to assume that everyone is emotionally capable of reaching his highest potential. I have fallen in love more times than I care to count with the highest potential of a man, rather than with the man himself, and I have hung on to the relationship for a long time (sometimes far too long) waiting for the man to ascend to his own greatness. Many times in romance I have been a victim of my own optimism."
— Elizabeth Gilbert (Eat, Pray, Love)

birthday

it was indeed a great night with them

"the 555 gang( Oh man, the incident was like XXX years ago !)"

i felt great to be there countdown for our sweetheart kai teng's birthday.

hope you enjoyed the night

and i was truly surprised to meet koay and chloe at secret garden again =)

feeling great that i talked to people that im not used to recently.

updating on what's happening with friends always the great part of my day now ..

i just got myself back into yoga lesson recently...

and it's fun and nice

"besides the damn balancing part and the back pain"

before the lesson starts,

yoga teacher : class, im going to remind you again that you are not supposed to eat 2 hours before the class.even you want to, just oatmeal at least an hour ago

me : .......

cousin : and you were eating fried chicken in the car just now =.=

me : because it;s too tasty.

after the class,

me :" non-stop drinking water "

yoga teacher : chris, to remind you again, you are not suppose to drink any water half an hour after the class..

cousin : DAMN..you never listened to teacher..please remember not to eat anything heavy later.

me : "the damn fried chicken wanna get inside my stomach ...not my fault at all"

went for body massage few days ago..awww...i really wish i could have that every night~~

it was damn relaxing !!!

" i got it today"

=)

another day

got an early celebration for this halloween this year

i'd join my friend for their college event

oh yea..if you could see it from the picture

.i actually tried to dress up like a zombie .

was truly impressed by the UTAR-ians

they dressed up really nicely.... and no doubt

it was better than the function i went last year

which mainly because of the crowd..and how sporting they were

backdrops and cool event place they had

i guess it could be superb great event for me if im one of the student there

but it was great that this bunch of friend brought me to kampar again

hmm..i guess it's been quite some time since i last went there...

and of course..it was my first time in UTAR..

the environment is truly nice for study~

finally got myself updated with the series

wohoo

the sixth episode of HIMYM is truly a great one!!

"it is important to feel needed"-TED MOSBY

thanks to gareth, darren and melvin who came by this evening for bubble milk tea~

and again..you guys worn the same tshirt!!!

hahaha

as long it goes on this way...

currently listening :

dear god- avenge sevenfold

it's been a while since i last wrote about myself

I'm doing good ~

most of my time fulfilled with work and still work

it's indeed a good job though abit too tiring for me

boss is nice ..colleagues are friendly.. i've been treated like part of their family

im consider lucky for my first full time job in my life

only boss the one who complain that i always bully him

he claimed that i should be responsible for all the bruise on his arms ..

most important

i can make myself the nice milk tea and fruit tea now =)

went for paintball games few days ago

it was awesome

though it hurts alot

the games is just no pain no gain

=)

and i just feel bad for not going the night ops this saturday night~

it's gonna be super duper fun

you cant be when im not

never say never

for once in my life

i'm so confident that i made the right choice

tonight,

the uneasy feeling came in

when i recaptured the past

and now

i don't understand

for what reason i made that choice?

for what reason i thought i am so right at once

and i feel so wrong right now.

an advice to myself

sometimes

when you think you are the smartest

in making a decision

think twice ..

no matter how

try to figure out the other possibilities.

cause you should

never say never

*the never had killed part of me silently*

the right way

the real confident is that you are able to retrospect with a positive curve on your lips=)

chris

random post

currently listening

JUST A DREAM

by joseph and jason

woke up early this morning

and i felt my head and back pain like hell

it;s like i had been thrown up and down during my sleep

felt hot and cold for no reason.

i loved to see doctor last time because i knew a small sick could get me out from the class..

but not this time

the elder i grow..

the more reluctant for me to consult a doctor

it was mum who dragged me to..~

because i hate the way medicine got me feel even sick.

the shanghai trip has been cancelled..

i was supposed to pack all my stuff now and ready for the flight

the late visa application just ruined up everything

hopefully the coming trip going on smoothly..

i seriously need to get myself out here.

a real life happening that i wish to share it here

this woman.. my parents's friend

she has been dating with this man for more than 20 years

they never plan to get married due to the man's job

and just about a year ago,

another woman came to her house and asked her to leave her husband

for more than 19 years they spent their live together

and only she realized he actually has another family.

perhaps we will expect this guy to make some explanation

and he only replied

"she doesnt want us to be together, she wants me to leave you. But if you want us to be together ,

you can just buy me another house nearby..and we can still each other"

and so

the silly her bought a house for him

just hope the relationship could go on~

she spent all her life and money for her..

what he asked is just money and he never appreciated her.

i just don't understand how could a man could live a life like that

ruining people's life and feel satisfy in that way.!

i understand nothing is fair on this earth

but we could make it better if we want to.

love aint everything if she can understand

i hope she will leave him and get on with her life.

because

he's just a bastard!!!!

HOW I MET YOUR MOTHER season 6 is awesome

i just finished watching episode 2

=)

cant wait for the next one~

it;s time to sleep

im half dozing off with the medicine

good night everyone~

for lex..i hope you all the best. you know you have to stay strong cause there are much things for you to complete it..

for caryn..i hope you made the right choice.. and be happy all the time..

no matter what,i'll support you girl.~

i miss you..i shall come back and meet you up~

good bye

bye vims!

bye my first job

currently listening

CHANCES - five for fighting

BYE

is like a compulsory subject of life

it is part of growing up

for at least once

we said good bye to our most precious toy

for at least once

we said good bye to our family member

then we move on

and forced to say goodbye

to a friend

to a boyfriend

to school

to job

perhaps...

to life in the end.

we understand and we take

the reasons behind every goodbye

but we never sure if we know how to take care of the feeling which is not compatible with the fact.

because

.....

we will never forget

the excitement of getting a new toy

someone who contended with you

someone who shared your laughs and tears

someone who hugged and kissed you

someone calling you sister or brother.

someone calling you baby

someone's earnest advice and care.

just back from airport few hours ago

was there to send off my college buddy

-vimesshen-

i wish you all the best ~

and i shall see you there in few years time

you promised to bring me around that time

=)

sometimes i pause

so that i can

take a break and feel the real me

for a moment

i get myself out of all the reasons and questions

I'm satisfied

even though the moment is sad or hurt

cause i know

I'm gonna say goodbye .

the best damn thing

true friend

back in ipoh

for the first time with college buddy

vimesshen, lourene and thomas

thanks for the night pals

was feeling numb since that night.telling myself everything will be just as okay as before

but i realized i was just ignoring everything to make myself feel better

i prolonged it because i was too fear to be in that again

and i was being so wrong.

thanks for helping me to get back my feeling

and made me realized i should throw it out instead of keeping it

and i think i made it now

a night of heartwarming conversation

thanks for the huggies girl.

a night that bring chris chin back on track

and now i understand

what's important in division

which someone will never understand.

"balance is not 50/50..it's only balanced when you know what's more important and what's not"

quoted from THOMAS JACOB

and im glad the ME now is on the right track on life

cause the conversation just like the right medicine for me..

THANK YOU.

aint afraid to believe again =)

this time.

i know what is better for myself

=)

i love you guys!