Wednesday, September 29, 2010

random post

currently listening
by joseph and jason

woke up early this morning
and i felt my head and back pain like hell
it;s like i had been thrown up and down during my sleep
felt hot and cold for no reason.
i loved to see doctor last time because i knew a small sick could get me out from the class..
but not this time
the elder i grow..
the more reluctant for me to consult a doctor
it was mum who dragged me to..~
because i hate the way medicine got me feel even sick.

the shanghai trip has been cancelled..
i was supposed to pack all my stuff now and ready for the flight
the late visa application just ruined up everything
hopefully the coming trip going on smoothly..
i seriously need to get myself out here.

a real life happening that i wish to share it here
this woman.. my parents's friend
she has been dating with this man for more than 20 years
they never plan to get married due to the man's job
and just about a year ago,
another woman came to her house and asked her to leave her husband
for more than 19 years they spent their live together
and only she realized he actually has another family.
perhaps we will expect this guy to make some explanation
and he only replied
"she doesnt want us to be together, she wants me to leave you. But if you want us to be together ,
you can just buy me another house nearby..and we can still each other"
and so
the silly her bought a house for him
just hope the relationship could go on~
she spent all her life and money for her..
what he asked is just money and he never appreciated her.
i just don't understand how could a man could live a life like that
ruining people's life and feel satisfy in that way.!
i understand nothing is fair on this earth
but we could make it better if we want to.
love aint everything if she can understand
i hope she will leave him and get on with her life.
he's just a bastard!!!!

HOW I MET YOUR MOTHER season 6 is awesome
i just finished watching episode 2
cant wait for the next one~

it;s time to sleep
im half dozing off with the medicine
good night everyone~

for lex..i hope you all the best. you know you have to stay strong cause there are much things for you to complete it..

for caryn..i hope you made the right choice.. and be happy all the time..
no matter what,i'll support you girl.~
i miss you..i shall come back and meet you up~

Friday, September 17, 2010

good bye

bye vims!
bye my first job

currently listening
CHANCES - five for fighting

is like a compulsory subject of life
it is part of growing up
for at least once
we said good bye to our most precious toy
for at least once
we said good bye to our family member
then we move on
and forced to say goodbye
to a friend
to a boyfriend
to school
to job
to life in the end.

we understand and we take
the reasons behind every goodbye
but we never sure if we know how to take care of the feeling which is not compatible with the fact.

we will never forget
the excitement of getting a new toy
someone who contended with you
someone who shared your laughs and tears
someone who hugged and kissed you
someone calling you sister or brother.
someone calling you baby
someone's earnest advice and care.

just back from airport few hours ago
was there to send off my college buddy
i wish you all the best ~
and i shall see you there in few years time
you promised to bring me around that time

sometimes i pause
so that i can
take a break and feel the real me
for a moment
i get myself out of all the reasons and questions
I'm satisfied
even though the moment is sad or hurt
cause i know
I'm gonna say goodbye .

Tuesday, September 14, 2010

the best damn thing

true friend

back in ipoh
for the first time with college buddy
vimesshen, lourene and thomas

thanks for the night pals
was feeling numb since that night.telling myself everything will be just as okay as before
but i realized i was just ignoring everything to make myself feel better
i prolonged it because i was too fear to be in that again
and i was being so wrong.
thanks for helping me to get back my feeling
and made me realized i should throw it out instead of keeping it
and i think i made it now
a night of heartwarming conversation
thanks for the huggies girl.
a night that bring chris chin back on track
and now i understand
what's important in division
which someone will never understand.
"balance is not 50/'s only balanced when you know what's more important and what's not"
quoted from THOMAS JACOB
and im glad the ME now is on the right track on life
cause the conversation just like the right medicine for me..

aint afraid to believe again =)
this time.
i know what is better for myself
i love you guys!

Friday, September 10, 2010



Tuesday, September 7, 2010

a blue post!! for the blue girl



from 1P9 -2P9-3p9-4S5-5s5-taylor..
time flies and i cant believe this is our 7th year of knowing each other
thanks for being my good friend and classmate all the time
wei ling,
you're always a good listener
a great supporter..and of course the helpful one~
without you..i dont think i can get an A for add maths ~
without you..i dont think im able to finish all my homework during form 5
thanks for listening to me all the time
thanks for being with me whenever im up and down!!
im soo glad to have you in my life =)

we gonna be best friend forever!!!

it's your birthday today.have a blast girl!!
love you <3<3<3