weird

sometime i think of dis question..
"can love be rational??"
i guess i nvr be rational on that.. nt even gettin any improvement..yet every relationship started with a more ''un''rational one..
i just duno y....shldnt i love someone who truly treat me vv well? he is fine in everything to me..
yet..at last i wil choose someone who alwiz create question for me... then ...i wil transform question to problem..at last worries....

erm..hmmm...no matter hw we try to escape from reality..it stil bec here...the realistic world~~
everyone has own problem..own secret..own habit...we are individual..
everyone own dreams..dream is for someone lik me..who search for unreal ..
no matter hw u prepare for a tragedy..bad incident or .stg bad..yea..u had prepared the feeling!!
u knew someday it wil happen..yet..u wil just feel dat again...u thought u are okay..yet u r not bad..bt surely nt as good as u thought...

so..... everyone hav to step into a new phase after some period of time..guess im ready for the next phase...sounds original..yet ..is a new one.. keep the same me..bt heading to a new way...


sunset appear cuz of sunrise.. ''appear'' is for stg had ''lost''
good is to show bad.....