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JUST A DREAM

by joseph and jason

woke up early this morning

and i felt my head and back pain like hell

it;s like i had been thrown up and down during my sleep

felt hot and cold for no reason.

i loved to see doctor last time because i knew a small sick could get me out from the class..

but not this time

the elder i grow..

the more reluctant for me to consult a doctor

it was mum who dragged me to..~

because i hate the way medicine got me feel even sick.

the shanghai trip has been cancelled..

i was supposed to pack all my stuff now and ready for the flight

the late visa application just ruined up everything

hopefully the coming trip going on smoothly..

i seriously need to get myself out here.

a real life happening that i wish to share it here

this woman.. my parents's friend

she has been dating with this man for more than 20 years

they never plan to get married due to the man's job

and just about a year ago,

another woman came to her house and asked her to leave her husband

for more than 19 years they spent their live together

and only she realized he actually has another family.

perhaps we will expect this guy to make some explanation

and he only replied

"she doesnt want us to be together, she wants me to leave you. But if you want us to be together ,

you can just buy me another house nearby..and we can still each other"

and so

the silly her bought a house for him

just hope the relationship could go on~

she spent all her life and money for her..

what he asked is just money and he never appreciated her.

i just don't understand how could a man could live a life like that

ruining people's life and feel satisfy in that way.!

i understand nothing is fair on this earth

but we could make it better if we want to.

love aint everything if she can understand

i hope she will leave him and get on with her life.

because

he's just a bastard!!!!

HOW I MET YOUR MOTHER season 6 is awesome

i just finished watching episode 2

=)

cant wait for the next one~

it;s time to sleep

im half dozing off with the medicine

good night everyone~

for lex..i hope you all the best. you know you have to stay strong cause there are much things for you to complete it..

for caryn..i hope you made the right choice.. and be happy all the time..

no matter what,i'll support you girl.~

i miss you..i shall come back and meet you up~

good bye

bye vims!

bye my first job

currently listening

CHANCES - five for fighting

BYE

is like a compulsory subject of life

it is part of growing up

for at least once

we said good bye to our most precious toy

for at least once

we said good bye to our family member

then we move on

and forced to say goodbye

to a friend

to a boyfriend

to school

to job

perhaps...

to life in the end.

we understand and we take

the reasons behind every goodbye

but we never sure if we know how to take care of the feeling which is not compatible with the fact.

because

.....

we will never forget

the excitement of getting a new toy

someone who contended with you

someone who shared your laughs and tears

someone who hugged and kissed you

someone calling you sister or brother.

someone calling you baby

someone's earnest advice and care.

just back from airport few hours ago

was there to send off my college buddy

-vimesshen-

i wish you all the best ~

and i shall see you there in few years time

you promised to bring me around that time

=)

sometimes i pause

so that i can

take a break and feel the real me

for a moment

i get myself out of all the reasons and questions

I'm satisfied

even though the moment is sad or hurt

cause i know

I'm gonna say goodbye .

the best damn thing

true friend

back in ipoh

for the first time with college buddy

vimesshen, lourene and thomas

thanks for the night pals

was feeling numb since that night.telling myself everything will be just as okay as before

but i realized i was just ignoring everything to make myself feel better

i prolonged it because i was too fear to be in that again

and i was being so wrong.

thanks for helping me to get back my feeling

and made me realized i should throw it out instead of keeping it

and i think i made it now

a night of heartwarming conversation

thanks for the huggies girl.

a night that bring chris chin back on track

and now i understand

what's important in division

which someone will never understand.

"balance is not 50/50..it's only balanced when you know what's more important and what's not"

quoted from THOMAS JACOB

and im glad the ME now is on the right track on life

cause the conversation just like the right medicine for me..

THANK YOU.

aint afraid to believe again =)

this time.

i know what is better for myself

=)

i love you guys!

=）

我相信我们并没有破坏之间的感情

反而

我们将它提升了

从你我猜疑的阶段

至少我们前进了一个

我们比较有信心

的永远。。

那是友情。

我想我长大了

明白任何一样事情

都是生活的一部份。。就只是一部份

因为另外的一部份告诉了我

我更属于他们。

我无法预言

有时候

我无法明白

我也无法谅解

但我却有那么的一点的信心

这次

我已挥别错的。

a blue post!! for the blue girl

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU

ONG WEI LING!!!

from 1P9 -2P9-3p9-4S5-5s5-taylor..

time flies and i cant believe this is our 7th year of knowing each other

thanks for being my good friend and classmate all the time

wei ling,

you're always a good listener

a great supporter..and of course the helpful one~

without you..i dont think i can get an A for add maths ~

without you..i dont think im able to finish all my homework during form 5

thanks for listening to me all the time

thanks for being with me whenever im up and down!!

im soo glad to have you in my life =)

we gonna be best friend forever!!!

it's your birthday today.have a blast girl!!

love you <3<3<3