...

i feel cold right now

merdeka!!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO KHAI SOON

HAPPY MERDEKA!!!

was a great nite yest..

first time in a club~

well.ah foo did ask me hw am i feel about the first time here..

yea..is crazy one!!

but is a cool one too~

bcuz of the merdeka day

so the countdown became more significant..~

truly.

dis is the first time for my merdeka countdown

and dats great.

whole body get wet v those bubbles..

neway..i cnt really play much cuz of sickness

for a while.im sitting ther..

happy that khai soon enjoy his birthday nite~

and everyone did enjoyed

thanks for giving me a great hols start!!!

everything just GREAT~

neway.

this is still not a suitable place for my outing

once a while is preferable

but not for OFTEN ~~

ipoh~

I REACHED IPOH!!!

met up my girls for sure

me-kityin-haxinyi-bear bear-chanxinyi and chee hao~

we had our dinner at

new open KOREAN BBQ..

yummy food~~

as usual..

the dinner full of fun..with our conversation.

updated each other and sharing stories(gossip we named)

just so great right...

having the same topic on something.hahaha

after dat.shift to oldtown kopitiam and continue our conversation
here come..SIFU SAM!!!

hahaha..

hav a turn at barroom ..is just so crowded and pack..

bec home...

tired-sleep

finised my medcine..

and the cough getting better.hopefully cn recover as soon as possible.

thanks edwin for the lunch today.

just so great that ur sis reminded us the good porridge we gt in IPOH!!!

thursday..

EXAM OVER!!!!!!!

SHOUT OUT LOUD!!!!

actually nt really that big feeling like i expected

such a big day which i wish for so many days!!!

not same lik wat i use to go through during high school time

neway..stil glad with it.

and wat confirm..

i screwed up my both maths n eng paper

duno wats wrong v my day..

morning before i left my room

realise. i din see my watch for more than 12 hours..wher isit???

i find for sometime..nie get to see it under my bunch of messy clothes.

then.

first day doin experiment at BIO LAB.

i shld take alot of pic v my long long lab coat today

but becuz of my exam mood really soo heavy..

no mood for that

rush up to 4th floor for the test v zeinab

she stil asked me whether i gt all my things frm lab..i said YES!!!

and a cal frm yeeyang..

''wow, u present me ur iphone ler!"

i was lik OMGODNESS!!!

i left my phone at lab..don care ler.he wil help me keep it

fine!!

exam start..

open my pencil case...

whers my pencil?whers my ruler!??OMG>.

how cn i do my graph without my ruler n pencil???

feel soo worse actly..

yet..

really THANKS YEEYANG..

who take for me up 4 stairs to me.

know u must be tired.realy thanks!!!

u r such a good clasmate!!!

i left all important things at lab!!!!

clumsy..dumb me!!!

eng test was much more tougher than we expected.

i cnt finis on time too.

don care ler.don tink soo much le pls

no holiday mood at all

sickness stil on me.hate the cough medcine damn much..

saw doc again yest nite..

doc : wat happen to u??

me: cough ler.really bad coughing

doc: do u smoke?

me: sure no ler

doc: really?nvm wor.cigrattes only..nt big deal

me: no no no..i hate smoking!!!!

doc: is ur stomach bleed before?

me: har?NO la

doc: wan me gv u MC?

me: no ler..thanks

.............................

he looked fun v his mask !!!! and he is humour too!!

3rd time clinic doc dis month!!!!

aiks..hopefully no nex time!!

i cnt stand it anymore

p.s.did some stupid thing with lex yest!! but it is fun!!as it reduce my stress !!haha...bt pls..

just for fun..it will nie maintain at one!!! hope u get better today!!!

u wil be fine with all ur activities!!

monday...

finally..the eng n math quiz over today...

don soo happy......thers eng test,math test n bio quiz after tmr~yucksss

yest went sunway to meet up peik zhi ,raymond and gf and also sock teng......

walk around to get sock teng formal costume..

done

den start studying..cnt really study.as the place truly noisy.

thanks sock teng for fetching me bec yest...

realise my cough getting worse..

at first..is just morning at nite..now every min oso feel bad.............

ate my cough medcine..and it taste terrible.

since the last 2 bottles, i really feel bad eating dis,,

take me courage to swallow the medcine again.

guess im goin for the 3rd bottle

i just cn say........

pls pls pls.........

i don wan eat that anymore.......

.is soooooooooo irritating...i feel lik vomit v the taste..

exam .test..hot weather just heat my feeling up!!!!

sadness alwiz comes along with the happiness

because happiness sked we don realise their existance..

so they send sadness first to us..

i believes if u think the good thing coming

it wil surely come.

just time matter..

ya..

is pain,and is hard for you now.

but pls believe..

ur painess and suffer will come to the end.

new days welcoming u..

the only thing for u to do.

is just believes it..

love and support is all around.

p.s. remmy,flixis,raylea and finnie~~mummy and daddy coming~

愛你等於擁有一片天空

任何風吹草動　

都有你存在其中

自然而然的輕鬆

一路到夏天的尾聲　

無所謂到過於激動　

我們有笑容　我們曾心動　

不再是無動於衷＃無條件為你　

不顧明天的安穩　

為你變堅強相信你的眼神　

不敢想　不敢問　

有一天壞的可能無條件為你　

放棄單獨的旅程

為你堅強就不怕犧牲我的靈魂　

如此沸騰

　為我愛的人喜歡複雜還是習慣單純我願盡力完成　

你在我心中幾分難以形容的責任＊愛一個人　

付出才會完整無條件

　越愛就越深永遠不分

i know

this gona be the hardest time for you

but whatever it gona be

it happen.

maybe the way

to keep you going on

is just as little as

0.01%.

but even that.

we still name it as HOPE

right?

i said..

don underestimate yourself

u know how many times u gt through

all this.

u know how u escape from D****

u r deserve a good life

the only thing u can do now

is just a strong heart as u hav all the time.

please.

give urself a last shot u can.

and believe

YOU CAN DO IT!

is terrible that normal ppl cnt und

is worst than any problem in this world

im sorry

i cnt giv u a hand

for the helpless you

i wish upon the sky and star.

for you.

and pls..

let me stay~