birthday

it was indeed a great night with them

"the 555 gang( Oh man, the incident was like XXX years ago !)"

i felt great to be there countdown for our sweetheart kai teng's birthday.

hope you enjoyed the night

and i was truly surprised to meet koay and chloe at secret garden again =)

feeling great that i talked to people that im not used to recently.

updating on what's happening with friends always the great part of my day now ..

i just got myself back into yoga lesson recently...

and it's fun and nice

"besides the damn balancing part and the back pain"

before the lesson starts,

yoga teacher : class, im going to remind you again that you are not supposed to eat 2 hours before the class.even you want to, just oatmeal at least an hour ago

me : .......

cousin : and you were eating fried chicken in the car just now =.=

me : because it;s too tasty.

after the class,

me :" non-stop drinking water "

yoga teacher : chris, to remind you again, you are not suppose to drink any water half an hour after the class..

cousin : DAMN..you never listened to teacher..please remember not to eat anything heavy later.

me : "the damn fried chicken wanna get inside my stomach ...not my fault at all"

went for body massage few days ago..awww...i really wish i could have that every night~~

it was damn relaxing !!!

" i got it today"

=)

another day

got an early celebration for this halloween this year

i'd join my friend for their college event

oh yea..if you could see it from the picture

.i actually tried to dress up like a zombie .

was truly impressed by the UTAR-ians

they dressed up really nicely.... and no doubt

it was better than the function i went last year

which mainly because of the crowd..and how sporting they were

backdrops and cool event place they had

i guess it could be superb great event for me if im one of the student there

but it was great that this bunch of friend brought me to kampar again

hmm..i guess it's been quite some time since i last went there...

and of course..it was my first time in UTAR..

the environment is truly nice for study~

finally got myself updated with the series

wohoo

the sixth episode of HIMYM is truly a great one!!

"it is important to feel needed"-TED MOSBY

thanks to gareth, darren and melvin who came by this evening for bubble milk tea~

and again..you guys worn the same tshirt!!!

hahaha

as long it goes on this way...

currently listening :

dear god- avenge sevenfold

it's been a while since i last wrote about myself

I'm doing good ~

most of my time fulfilled with work and still work

it's indeed a good job though abit too tiring for me

boss is nice ..colleagues are friendly.. i've been treated like part of their family

im consider lucky for my first full time job in my life

only boss the one who complain that i always bully him

he claimed that i should be responsible for all the bruise on his arms ..

most important

i can make myself the nice milk tea and fruit tea now =)

went for paintball games few days ago

it was awesome

though it hurts alot

the games is just no pain no gain

=)

and i just feel bad for not going the night ops this saturday night~

it's gonna be super duper fun

you cant be when im not

never say never

for once in my life

i'm so confident that i made the right choice

tonight,

the uneasy feeling came in

when i recaptured the past

and now

i don't understand

for what reason i made that choice?

for what reason i thought i am so right at once

and i feel so wrong right now.

an advice to myself

sometimes

when you think you are the smartest

in making a decision

think twice ..

no matter how

try to figure out the other possibilities.

cause you should

never say never

*the never had killed part of me silently*

the right way

the real confident is that you are able to retrospect with a positive curve on your lips=)

chris

random post

currently listening

JUST A DREAM

by joseph and jason

woke up early this morning

and i felt my head and back pain like hell

it;s like i had been thrown up and down during my sleep

felt hot and cold for no reason.

i loved to see doctor last time because i knew a small sick could get me out from the class..

but not this time

the elder i grow..

the more reluctant for me to consult a doctor

it was mum who dragged me to..~

because i hate the way medicine got me feel even sick.

the shanghai trip has been cancelled..

i was supposed to pack all my stuff now and ready for the flight

the late visa application just ruined up everything

hopefully the coming trip going on smoothly..

i seriously need to get myself out here.

a real life happening that i wish to share it here

this woman.. my parents's friend

she has been dating with this man for more than 20 years

they never plan to get married due to the man's job

and just about a year ago,

another woman came to her house and asked her to leave her husband

for more than 19 years they spent their live together

and only she realized he actually has another family.

perhaps we will expect this guy to make some explanation

and he only replied

"she doesnt want us to be together, she wants me to leave you. But if you want us to be together ,

you can just buy me another house nearby..and we can still each other"

and so

the silly her bought a house for him

just hope the relationship could go on~

she spent all her life and money for her..

what he asked is just money and he never appreciated her.

i just don't understand how could a man could live a life like that

ruining people's life and feel satisfy in that way.!

i understand nothing is fair on this earth

but we could make it better if we want to.

love aint everything if she can understand

i hope she will leave him and get on with her life.

because

he's just a bastard!!!!

HOW I MET YOUR MOTHER season 6 is awesome

i just finished watching episode 2

=)

cant wait for the next one~

it;s time to sleep

im half dozing off with the medicine

good night everyone~

for lex..i hope you all the best. you know you have to stay strong cause there are much things for you to complete it..

for caryn..i hope you made the right choice.. and be happy all the time..

no matter what,i'll support you girl.~

i miss you..i shall come back and meet you up~

good bye

bye vims!

bye my first job

currently listening

CHANCES - five for fighting

BYE

is like a compulsory subject of life

it is part of growing up

for at least once

we said good bye to our most precious toy

for at least once

we said good bye to our family member

then we move on

and forced to say goodbye

to a friend

to a boyfriend

to school

to job

perhaps...

to life in the end.

we understand and we take

the reasons behind every goodbye

but we never sure if we know how to take care of the feeling which is not compatible with the fact.

because

.....

we will never forget

the excitement of getting a new toy

someone who contended with you

someone who shared your laughs and tears

someone who hugged and kissed you

someone calling you sister or brother.

someone calling you baby

someone's earnest advice and care.

just back from airport few hours ago

was there to send off my college buddy

-vimesshen-

i wish you all the best ~

and i shall see you there in few years time

you promised to bring me around that time

=)

sometimes i pause

so that i can

take a break and feel the real me

for a moment

i get myself out of all the reasons and questions

I'm satisfied

even though the moment is sad or hurt

cause i know

I'm gonna say goodbye .